.... it kill me.

When she does all her crazy moves…

Continuously unreasonable giggles….

Displaying her big sweet smile…

She makes my heart leap in joys.

And it stir up all my dead strings of sense.

But...
when she lay there,
quietly.motionless.

And a cry that only my heart can hear...
It kills me.
And when she said "Mama tolong Ya Mama. Sakit"
My heart stop. Only tears still exist to articulate my pain.

****

Just bow your head and give your cares to me.
Just close your eyes and fall into the sweetest dream, cause in my loving arms.
You're safe as you will ever be so hush my dear and sleep.
~Celine Dion~